Reminders

syrup
clothes i take out of the dryer and think  the last time i wore that was when...

iced water with lemon

sleepiness

tv shows i watched while deciding then watching them now . i just remember trying to decide

within them.

my yellow juicy sweats

that bra

my image in the mirror

my laptop and all the writing thinking stressing

my couch

the window in my living room

wondering, thinking, feeling ,thinking as if, acting as if, being as if 

and not being anymore.

my heart is sad

and broken.